Beverly

I've been writing on a horror novel the last 6 months. Its been hard finding time. Everytime i come up with a part of the book I want to add. I write it down so i can add it later. it seems the ideas pop into my head when something happens, kind of a trigger or something. I need to take a notebook with me and write them down word for word when I get these ideas. Make a note of that to self. cause if i sleep before i get to write again. It seems i forget everything.

Yesterday was very refreshing. I would like to stay on vacation. Even for a day. I want to visit England and Scotland one day. That would be a dream and a real vacation. I saw the riverboats thought about casting away on them, sneak aboard I don't know something. One day i hope to live by the water, whether it be sea, ocean, or lake. Something free and relaxing about it. Its like a different world and that seems to be what I am searching for sometimes. Shopping was good to. But I was ready to do something else, so we set down for some lunch and drinks. I didn't want the day to end.

I know there are lots of people that share this with me today or sometime soon. No homework or studies for a while. Being a parent today is hard. Parents and children all over have this struggle on them. Education is the future and we must as parents help them see that and get them through it. I ask my children everyday, who did you sit with today at lunch? What kinds of things are your friends doing now? Who are they liking as a boyfriend? This gives me a window of looking without them knowing.

Well that time of year is here again. Swimming, traveling, gardening and being outside with nature. The weather has always been off here. This year was no different. Our newly bloomed flowers getting snowed in for the spring. Not to many were killed this year from the late ice and snow storms but from the wind blowing, they looked as if they were shivering from the cold air around them. Now the weather can be counted on and outings can be planned. I am looking forward to this year. I am writing a horror story and hopefully I will get to work on it more this summer. I also am working on writing songs for my daughter to use. I like to stay busy though keeps me from thinking about things I cannot change.